Friday, August 29

Next time...


Last night Sam and Annabelle got into an argument, and Sam said some things he wishes he hadn’t.  As we talked about what had happened, his assessment of the situation was very insightful.  Basically, he said that in his short life, he’s noticed a trend.  He said he’s “done it all” … lied, said mean things, made bad choices. And he says he always gets the same advice … “ask for forgiveness, try to do better, and move on with your life”.  “The problem is,” he says, “that I want to do the right thing.  But I just can’t do better next time”.   That’s a profound statement coming from a nine-year-old boy who can’t pick up his own socks.

The Apostle Paul conveys the same perspective to the church … to me.  In Philippians 2.13 he writes, “For it is GOD who is working in you [enabling you] both to WILL and to ACT for His good purpose.”  It is only through the work of Christ in us, changing us, renewing us,  empowering us … that we’ll EVER do better next time.

Thursday, August 28

Lessons from the South Rim...


A couple of weeks ago Russ, the kids, and I headed out on a great adventure … otherwise known as the summer vacation.  It was FANTASTIC!  We crammed more into this trip than we ever thought possible … the beach, LegoLand, SeaWorld, Sophia’s 12th birthday, California Adventures, time with Russ’ family in Los Angeles, Petrified Forest, Painted Desert, and my personal favorite, the Grand Canyon!

As I reflect, my mind goes back to the first time I saw the Canyon.  Russ and I were driving cross-country from Georgia to California to see his family.  I was about two months pregnant with Sophia and slept almost the entire time, occasionally waking up long enough to eat yet another order of Burger King fries.  Hey, when you have morning sickness, you go with whatever stays down!. Keep in mind, Russ had been going on and on about how colossal the Canyon is … how incredible it is …. how breathtaking the view would be … for about 1500 miles.  Personally, I was more impressed with the poncho liner that had kept me warm for all those miles than with his over-the-top descriptions of the Canyon.  I had already seen pictures of the giant hole in the ground.  I was sure it would be pretty, but come on. It had snowed the night before we drove up to the Canyon from Flagstaff, so the drive was treacherous as it was beautiful. When we finally arrived, the clouds parted, the sun shining on that giant hole, and I saw it for what it really is … amazing … indescribable … awe-inspiring.  Russ was right! I could have never imagined its majesty, its enormity, its beauty.

Twelve years later, we stand on the jagged edge of the Southern Rim.  All five of us, only inches away from unbelievable beauty and possible peril.  One wrong step along parts of the trail and … buh bye … we’ll see you on the other side.  When your children are 12, 9, and 6, that’s a little unnerving.  There was one particular spot on that trail where the edge was crumbling into … nothingness.  We gave the kids a verbal warning … or twenty … and held their hands as we trekked along the well-worn trail.  In the end, we all made it to our destination, but it was still scary! 

When we had completely exhausted our time at the Canyon… and ourselves… we headed back to the car.  As we drove away, Russ made a couple of observations that I immediately understood to be true.  God is bigger, more beautiful, more grand than we can possibly fathom apart from seeing Him face to face.  While we’re on this journey called life, Scripture continues to describe to us this God we cannot yet fully understand.  We will be amazed at the sight of Him!!  He is also scary… powerful enough to frighten, even destroy, His worst enemy.  We often do injustice to God by portraying His character as one dimensional … only as loving and beautiful when, in fact, He is also a warrior!  And warriors are dangerous. 

I’m so glad I got a glimpse.

Thursday, August 21

Calculated Risk...

In Luke 19, Jesus tells a story about the kingdom of God.  In the story there is a “nobleman who is called away to a distant empire to be crowned king and then return.”  Before he leaves, he gives silver to ten servants to invest for him while he is gone.  When he returns, the servants have to give an account of their earnings.  The first couple of servants, whose investments have increased, are praised for being trustworthy and given more responsibility.  The third, not so much.  In his own defense, this servant says, “I hid it and kept it safe because I know you are a hard man…”  The nobleman is NOT pleased, which brings me to Jesus.

I believe that Jesus is speaking of Himself as the nobleman.  And I believe we who follow Him are in the role of the servants.  He has given each of us riches.  For some that may indeed mean literal wealth.  For some it is incredible knowledge of the Word (this is meant for all of us!).  For others it may be the ability to do this or that.  But whatever the “silver” may be for you, one thing remains constant.  Jesus expects us to take risks! 

As you may know, I am a fan of all things Apple, and think this short excerpt serves as a modern day example of the kind of risk I’m talking about.

  Steve Jobs & Risk Taking 

The “Apple I” prototype was designed in Jobs’ bedroom and put it together in his garage, Jobs went on to show the machine to various electronic retailers locally and one ordered 25, he gathered advice from an ex CEO of Intel as to how to market the product. To start their company they had to sell their most valuable possessions, Jobs sold his VW Micro Bus and Wozniak sold his HP Scientific Calculator which raised $1,300 as capital, to add to this they went to local retailers with their idea and basically begged for credit to set up their first production line, Wozniak was encouraged to quit his job at HP by Jobs which he did, he then became the vice president, in charge of research and development of Jobs’ new company, Apple.

 

They both took risks by selling off their most prized possessions to start this company, but they were calculated risks as an order had already been placed for 25 of the computers from a local store, so this identifies Jobs as a calculated risk taker, something that he displayed though out the years. He risks criticism and failure by making gutsy decisions to take his companies in the direction he wants.

Calculated risk takers.  I believe that is what Jesus calls us to be!  If we truly trust in the Jesus Scripture describes, the Jesus who is the Almighty God of the Universe, the Jesus we have come to know along our journeys, we know we can afford some risk!   Now, there is a difference between a gamble and a calculated risk. A gamble implies leaving the outcome to pure chance.  But because of the Truth of Scripture and the character of God, no risk we take is just a roll of the die.  Pure chance is not part of the equation.  (As you read above, Jobs wasn’t taking a gamble but rather a “calculated risk” based on a tangible, albeit small, order.)  For those of us who follow Christ, we can calculate that He who calls us is faithful.[1]  We can consider that He is reliable and loving.[2]  We can be certain that He rewards those who seek after Him.[3]

In the story in Luke, the third servant claims he knows the nobleman to be a “hard man”. That is why he doesn’t take any risk with the money.  I submit that if he had really known the power and intent of his future king, he would’ve been willing to risk everything!


[1] Deut. 7.9, Ps. 86.15, 1 Corinthians 1.9

[2] 1 John 4.16

[3] Hebrews 11.6

Friday, August 15

POD ... Thursday

What an INCREDIBLE day at California Adventures ... 

We celebrated Sophia's 12th birthday until the park closed ... then on to In & Out Burger for a late dinner.

POD ... Wednesday


We had a GREAT time at the beach in San Clemente!  Could hardly get the kids out of the water... including the big one!

Wednesday, August 13

Picture of the Day ... Tuesday

It took over 308,000 Legos to build the Capitol building!  We had a great time at LegoLand!  For more pics, my friends can go to my Facebook page. 

Monday, August 11

Picture of the Day ... Monday


Sam touches a stingray at Sea World ... the little hand next to him is, of course, Annabelle.  We drove to San Diego this morning and spent the entire day trying to get wet at Sea World!  We watched all sorts of cool shows ... whales and dolphins ... but the sea lions stole our hearts.  Tomorrow ... LegoLand!!!

Sunday, August 10

Picture of the day... Sunday


Today we made it to San Clemente, CA, today!  Russ' friend, Chet, is letting us stay at their beautiful beach house ... only a short walk from the Pacific.  Tonight the kids swam in the pool while Russ & I relaxed after today's 500 mile journey.   Tomorrow it's Sea World!! 

Saturday, August 9

Picture of the Day... Saturday


We were at the Grand Canyon today.  What a beautiful sight!  I've decided to try to post a picture of the day while we're on vacation.  Hopefully, I can keep up!

Thursday, August 7

I'm outta here...

Hope you'll forgive me for not blogging this week ... had a wonderful visit from my parents, volunteered in the kitchen for the post-wide VBS that serves over 500 kids, went to Tuesday night Bible study, enjoyed a friend's birthday dinner,  did endless loads of laundry and packed myself and three kiddos for vacation.  We'll heading out tomorrow morning on what is slated to be the Best Family Vacation ever!!!!  Grand Canyon, California beach, Legoland, SeaWorld, Disneyland, celebrating Sophia's 12th birthday all along the way!  I'll get back to blogging after the 16th.  

Just in case you're wondering, Russ packs his own suitcase!

Friday, August 1

Let Freedom Ring...

Most United States citizens celebrate Independence Day on July 4th, but three Americans celebrated it a couple of days early this year.  Marc Gonsalves, Thomas Howes and Keith Stansell, who had been held hostage by the Revolutionary Armed Forces of Colombia (FARC) since February, 2003, were rescued on July 2, 2008. 

CNN aired the first interview with the former hostages, and I was quickly drawn in. As each man recounted specific details of his experience in captivity, I found myself relating more and more on a personal level. In some way they were not only telling their stories, but my own.  In fact, I dare say they were telling the story of all of us.  While we may not identify with being imprisoned in a literal sense, we can certainly recognize that we’ve been held hostage.  Some of us still are.  The captor is called sin, and Satan is in charge of security. 

At times there was no verbal communication to the point that the men actually lost their ability to speak in anything more than a whisper; at other times all visual contact was lost in this “black hole” of isolation. Isn’t this what sin does to us? We feel guilty, so we isolate ourselves in an attempt to hide the truth.  Soon the truth is silenced altogether.

They spoke of being tied to trees and of sleeping in boxes.  Immobility. We find ourselves so wrapped up in a certain sinful behavior or thought pattern that we cannot break free … emotionally … physically.  We need a rescuer!

Keith Stansell had this to say, “Imagine this… marching through the jungle - 15 feet of chain weighing 10 pounds wrapped around your neck and secured with a big heavy lock.  You’ve got a guy three feet behind you holding the chain using a dog leash and pointing a rifle at your back … and you’ve marched like that for years.”  What is that 10 pounds of chain for us … that sin that just gets heavier with each step?  How long will we allow it to weigh us down, as the Subjugator keeps us from moving forward in a relationship with Christ by controlling our every step. 

There was one other thing that intrigued me in particular about this story.  It was the way that Keith Stansell described his captors.  In veiled attempts to garner sympathy from their prisoners, they would state they were only “following orders”.  While they tried to present themselves as “good guys”, their cruel actions always betrayed them.  They simply were not to be trusted.  Because the captors knew they had no real (political) power, they chose to use any means available to wreak as much havoc as possible toward their hostages. If that doesn’t sound like Satan, I don’t know what does!  The one who disguises himself as an angel of light is anything but!  Although he has no lasting power … Christ has seen to that… he will use what he does have … lies, guilt, isolation, misrepresentation, fear, to do what he can.

Again and again I saw spiritual parallels. So many, in fact, that I’ve been sorting through them in my mind since the actual interview almost a month ago.  I hope you won’t lose heart … because there is a happy ending. The men in this story were rescued! And so was I!  Christ’s atoning work on the cross paved the way for victory over sin once and for all.

One final thought: according to Gonsalves, his rescue was bittersweet. As I listened, he certainly sounded joyful over his newfound freedom; however, his heart seemed to ache for other hostages to know the freedom he now enjoys. So, he has taken it upon himself to put out a message to the world: “others are still imprisoned in the jungles of Colombia”.  I know how he feels.  Any joy I experience because of my own relationship with Christ is tempered by the sobering fact that so many are still held captive. My message is to the church, but the sentiments are the same. If we truly understand what it means to have been rescued from the grip of sin and death … if we have been liberated from guilt, isolation, immobility … we must help someone else to experience that same freedom. 

To see the actual video, click on the link below.  (You can scroll half-way down the page to click on the portion of the interview I found most meaningful. The title is "Exclusive: Held Captive by the FARC".)

http://www.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/americas/07/10/farc.americans/index.html#cnnSTCVideo